Pain
I guess it's a matter of sensation
But somehow you have a way of avoiding it all
In my mind
I have shot you and stabbed you through your heart
I just didn't understand
The ricochet is the second part
'Cause you can't hide what you intend
It glows in the dark
Once you've sought
The path of revenge
There's no way to stop
And the more I try to hurt you
The more it hurts me
Strange
It seems like a character mutation
Though I have all the means of bringing you fuckers down
I can't make myself
To destroy upon command
Somehow forgiveness lets the evil make the laws
No you can't hide what you intend
It glows in the dark
Once we've become the thing we dread
There's no way to stop
And the more I try to hurt you
The more it backfires
The more that it backfires
The more that it backfires
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Revenge is the first song in the project called Dark Night Of The Soul, by Danger Mouse , Sparklehorse and David Lynch.
The melancholy vocals in the song belongs to Wayne Coyne, The Flaming Lips' lead vocalist.
The sad side of the story is the recent suicide of Mark Linkous, known as Sparklehorse.
Linkous who has suffered from depression wrote this album together with Danger Mouse in 2009. The same year the album was supposed to release but due to legal dispute with EMI, the album only came out this summer. 4 month after Linkous killed himself.
Having that in mind, the meaning of the lyrics here gets a whole new dimension to me.
The straightforward approach will lead us to think that the song is about a guy that losses his girlfriend to someone else, and he wants to hurt her in revenge. But the more he tries, he understand that it's hard to hurt someone you still care for, and he himself gets hurt.
The second way for me to look at this is from Mark Linkous' eyes. The story here is actually about the battle he had against the world, or the people in the world. He felt pain and he wanted to strike back, but he couldn't. He let the evil win and hurt himself instead.
I can't get this song out of my head lately, it makes me shiver. The best lines in this song for me are: "No you can't hide what you intend// It glows in the dark" I think this is so true. Not just relating to the song but in general. In the night time the realness comes out, the masks are off. Our intentions are clear, for good and for bad.
Here is the song for you to listen and judge:
Hebrew Translation of the lyrics:
כאב
אני מניח שזה עניין של הרגשה
אבל איכשהוא יש לך דרך להתחמק ממנו לחלוטין
בדמיוני
יריתי ודקרתי אותך דרך ליבך
פשוט לא הבנתי
שהריקושט מגיע אחר כך
כי אי אפשר להסתיר את הכוונות שלך
הן זוהרות בחושך
ברגע שחיפשת את הדרך לנקמה
אין דרך להפסיק
וככל שאני מנסה להכאיב לך
יותר כואב לי
מוזר
נדמה שזו אישיות מוטציונית
למרות שיש לי את כל הכלים למוטט אתכם מזדיינים
אני לא מצליח להביא את עצמי למצב
שאני יכול להשמיד לפי פקודה
איכשהוא סלחנות נותנת לרשע לקבוע את החוקים
לא אתה לא יכול להסתיר את הכוונות שלך
הן זוהרות בחושך
ברגע שאתה נהיה הדבר שממנו אנחנו מפחדים
אין דרך להפסיק
וככל שאני מנסה להכאיב לך
זה יותר חוזר אליי
זה יותר חוזר אליי
זה יותר חוזר אליי
R.I.P
Mark Linkous